Panocha Zine Panocha Zine

Introduction

It’s with solemn joy that we bring you our Death Issue. The work in these pages is not only a window into these artists’ souls, but also a mirror to our own grief. 

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ELEGÍA

They construct an altar to their fallen friend made of glittering 4Loko cans, passing around a single white lighter. 

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HER CHEMISE

Her skin, nearly translucent, was the star’s enemy. Any blush registered within moments of the flare, though at the moment, none appeared. 

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GRIEF

Now grief follows me everywhere. It’s a stray dog at my heels. A ghost riding shotgun in my car. A second heartbeat, louder than my own. 

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DEATH

But I still can’t fully grasp my grandma’s passing—how someone I loved so much expired without notice, how it escaped me despite my seemingly ever-present wariness of it. 

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SOL

Spring's return from the underworld, season of hope Gods came to her salvation each time The war spanning months, succumbing to July. 

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MOTHER OF NONE

I held my eyes open because hers would not and I traced the waves of hair on her scalp and I pinched her ears and wiggled her toes my soul no longer staked to me I sought another offering to give 

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DON’T INVITE ME TO A FUNERAL 

It’s not just a day of mourning that haunts me; clouding my vision is the pain of lost traditions, absences stretching deep into my family tree. 

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NO LLORES MIJA

“No llores mija” he said to me several times on his last week on this world. Daddy, I can’t do that for you yet, I still cry every day where no one sees me. 

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WHEN I MISS YOU

I would do anything to do that with you now. I think that is heaven: me and you sitting in the old backyard. 

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26 DE JUNIO DE 2025

Imagino nuestro reencuentro así: tomarte de la mano y continuar esta historia de amor interrumpida. 

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13 DE SEPTIEMBRE DE 2025

Anoche soñé contigo. Regresabas de la muerte y yo te iba contando todo lo que hemos hecho desde que partiste. 

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365 DAYS

I want the world to know you—if only talking about you didn’t make me cry. 

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THE WEIGHT OF GRIEF

I close my eyes but the darkness and silence betray me—wanting to remember what I’m forced to forget. 

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THE GRIEF YOU CARRIED

I know you’re here. I know better than to question the veil. but it doesn’t change anything. it doesn’t make me feel better. not yet. 

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UNTITLED

Her journey took an unexpected turn in 2022, when she was diagnosed with a brain tumor. Living with seizures and the realities of a disability could have silenced her, but instead, it deepened her calling. 

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DEAD LANGUAGE

With the movie Kneecap, and the viral success of Renata’s music, we can see that younger generations are hungry to express themselves in a language that speaks to their soul, their roots, and to find a voice beyond their colonized realities. 

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